Category: fears

Are these lines straight?

Do we really see our past experiences as they really happened?  Of course not!  Only the ego believe that past memories are anything but illusions about illusions, held within the ego driven, illusive and forgetful mind.  I used to obsess over the past.  I feared that someone or something was recording everything I had ever done.  And if I didn’t ‘make right’ the areas that I believed God judged as wrong, I would be punished.  Karma, misunderstood, is a similar concept, however, I don’t believe that God or karma are keeping track of our memories.

No, we are our own judge and jury.  We judge ourselves harshly, and then we expect punishment, then our expectations of punishment, pull unpleasant situations into our life.  We do all this in a vain attempt to make things right…???

But my Mom had it right, two wrongs don’t make a right.  Or as Gandhi said, “An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind.”  It seems to me that when someone or something happens that hurts me, I then add to the wrong and do things that also hurts myself.  Two wrongs, trying to make it right…???

When we are hurt and choose to get upset, our anger is rarely directed in a positive direction.  Some people say that righteous anger is a good thing.  And I think that all emotions are good, it’s how we choose to direct these emotions that determines whether the outcome is positive or not.  This is why forgiveness is so important, it rewrites the past and holds ourselves and others as blameless.  This is how I believe Jesus, God and karma see all of us.  Blameless, holy and pure.  This is the true Gospel, the lost good news that Jesus taught, lived and died for…

For God so loved the World, that He sent Jesus to tell the good news:  animal sacrifices were never needed to receive God’s blessing; and that whoever believes in God’s unconditional and eternal love, will start living immediately in eternal joy, peace, love and happiness.  Now and forever, eternal life.  This is the Gospel, the good news, why Jesus died and why death couldn’t keep him in the grave!  John 3:16  seen through the eyes of truth…


He who is lacking in knowledge and understanding need only to  ask for guidance and wisdom.   For Wisdom is always only a breath away.  You can’t complain of lack in your life when you haven’t asked for wisdom.  Wisdom is the Truth that your mind can never create, but that your spirit already knows.

Cain's distress after killing Abel

All the judgments of humanity are but dirty lies that cloud our true seeing as she sees. It is when we open our eyes and see ourselves and others as we truly are, that Sophia’s song will sing anew in our hearts.  Revenge, is when you take the poison, and wait for the other person to die.  We burden ourselves with needless sorrows.

I am begging you, please open your heart today to the sweet song of Sophia, her words of forgiveness, truth and unending love will heal your mind and quench you Soul.  Don’t resist her, for she is your only true companion.  Place all your trust and hope in her, and your life will stop being a burden, and your true dreams will become real.

As surely as you are alive, she sings to you in your sleep, in your daydreaming, in the quietness of your heart.  Fear of rejection, punishment and failure are pulling you away from her, your one true love.  But her forgiveness is unending, her patience is eternal; she cannot grow weary or loss hope, for you are her soul-mate, her everlasting lover.  Death can only bring you closer to her, but she doesn’t want your life, only your trust, respect and openness.

Remember the days when you danced with her in your youth, how she longs to restore your innocence.  For in her mind, you are innocent and pure of heart.  You may have forgotten your beauty, but Sophia will never see you as anything other than blameless, holy and pure.  Rekindle your lost passion for her and she will make you whole again, as a new child, mysterious and full of hope.

“If you think the Truth hurts, try living a lie…” -FDG